The weekends always kill me. Although this weekend wasn't so bad. I stuck with my calories, but I did have some things I probably shouldn't have.
I am going to have to start exercising. I am staying around the same weight, even though my pants and clothes are fitting looser, but exercising is going to be the only way I can make a dent. Not excited. Not excited at all.
To be on the honest side, what bothers me the most about my body now, post-baby, is my chest. I have always loved that part of my body, but I have grown at least a cup size, if not more, and now, they just lay there. Part of the reason I don't fit into clothes is because of them. I don't like that. I don't like how they look now. I am thinking of having a reduction. I never thought I would seriously consider plastic surgery, but in this case, I might make an exception. My shoulders hurt alot too because my bra carries alot of weight and I am afraid I might have some serious back pain as I get older. There are so many things I can't put on, around the neck bathing suits for example, because it hurts my neck so bad. I don't want that for the rest of my life.
I am going to try and lose as much weight as I can to see if it does anything for me. Hopefully, it will.
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